My friends got a house last week. Like they have a freaking HOUSE. It is amazing. I am sort of thinking that I should sacrifice my summer (maybe...) to get a job and move out. Seeing them in their own place put something in my brain. I want that.
I bought my turtle a floating dock and she won't use it. I think that she may drown or something. Oh well it is her own fault.
I have gone through so much money in the past two weeks. It is like I buy so much stuff but I have nothing. Like when I spend money on food or gas. It kind of sucks.
School is killing ME.
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
Tuesday, January 06, 2009
forever long and not worth reading
i need to be sleeping right now but i cant. there is nothing in the world for me to worry about right now. i have just been thinking a lot lately and it is kind of depressing.
i miss my friends from high school. i graduated almost two years ago (wow) and i have seen maybe eight of them since.
it sucks. and now i really cant stop thinking about some of them. i know if i saw them now they would not even recognize me. i have changed so much in the past two years. i have gotten prettier i think (that wasn't meant to sound conceited or anything like that, it is just true) and i have lost like forty pounds and counting (well i am going to start back on my strict diet of nothing tomorrow and see how it goes for a few days because classes start next week and i want to look good) i just kind of want to run into someone somewhere just to know what is going on with them. i have not really kept in touch with any of them and i don't want to. i am just a little curious to see how they are turning out. my life is not going so great. i am still at stupid tech school and i am just figuring out what i want to be. i really want to be a cultural anthropologist or an archaeologist but i think that there are a lot of people going into the latter and i don't know if i would fit into that group and also there is not much time before archeology dies out.
this has turned into a really long post of just complaining but is a real emotional help. it also helps that i know that no one reads this but it is out there anyways.
i have always loved star wars, but since i started playing lego star wars the complete saga, the whole story has become an obsession. i absolutely love love star wars. i am a complete nerd.
oh, my computer died for like two weeks and my retarded uncle fixed it for me. (not the actual retarded one but the geeky annoying one) and then he explained everything that went wrong and told me what to avoid and such. he forbade me from downloaded limewire again but it was like the second thing i did after i got my computer back. it had to restore the whole thing back to its factory settings and i had to get everything back.
well it is getting late and this has gone on for far too long. i don't think that i will even post this.
it did kind of help me get back into the swing of typing. it is like when i was little and came back to school from summer holiday, my handwriting was horrible. and it took a few days for it to be normal. i miss those days. they were good ones.
good night. seriously this time.
i miss my friends from high school. i graduated almost two years ago (wow) and i have seen maybe eight of them since.
it sucks. and now i really cant stop thinking about some of them. i know if i saw them now they would not even recognize me. i have changed so much in the past two years. i have gotten prettier i think (that wasn't meant to sound conceited or anything like that, it is just true) and i have lost like forty pounds and counting (well i am going to start back on my strict diet of nothing tomorrow and see how it goes for a few days because classes start next week and i want to look good) i just kind of want to run into someone somewhere just to know what is going on with them. i have not really kept in touch with any of them and i don't want to. i am just a little curious to see how they are turning out. my life is not going so great. i am still at stupid tech school and i am just figuring out what i want to be. i really want to be a cultural anthropologist or an archaeologist but i think that there are a lot of people going into the latter and i don't know if i would fit into that group and also there is not much time before archeology dies out.
this has turned into a really long post of just complaining but is a real emotional help. it also helps that i know that no one reads this but it is out there anyways.
i have always loved star wars, but since i started playing lego star wars the complete saga, the whole story has become an obsession. i absolutely love love star wars. i am a complete nerd.
oh, my computer died for like two weeks and my retarded uncle fixed it for me. (not the actual retarded one but the geeky annoying one) and then he explained everything that went wrong and told me what to avoid and such. he forbade me from downloaded limewire again but it was like the second thing i did after i got my computer back. it had to restore the whole thing back to its factory settings and i had to get everything back.
well it is getting late and this has gone on for far too long. i don't think that i will even post this.
it did kind of help me get back into the swing of typing. it is like when i was little and came back to school from summer holiday, my handwriting was horrible. and it took a few days for it to be normal. i miss those days. they were good ones.
good night. seriously this time.
Sunday, January 04, 2009
its been a while
so i posted a thing about how i have changed last year but there is a little bit more to add. i don't think i will post them yet, i am not ready.
i have been thinking lately that i really miss high school; well not really high school but the people in it. i have seen maybe eight people from my class in the past two years. how on earth could those kids have dispersed themselves so widely? i miss some of them.
i had a dream a few weeks ago and it made me think about them. it was the weirdest dream i have had in a long time.
-i was on the top floor of some kind of outside cafeteria and i walked by an elevator and all of my class were in it. (it was a normal sized elevator but they did not seemed squished) i stopped and looked at them and started yelling "fuck you. fuck all of you"(i would never do anything like that) and then i took the stairs to the bottom floor. As soon as my foot hit the floor, the elevator dinged and the doors opened. Everyone inside just had this look like "wtf just happened?"
it was very weird.
i am watching sharks on the tube. it said that the people are safe as long as they don't follow the seals into the ocean. when they don't mistake people for seals, they can be quite easy to get along with. Now there is some loony swimming with the great white sharks.
huh
i have been thinking lately that i really miss high school; well not really high school but the people in it. i have seen maybe eight people from my class in the past two years. how on earth could those kids have dispersed themselves so widely? i miss some of them.
i had a dream a few weeks ago and it made me think about them. it was the weirdest dream i have had in a long time.
-i was on the top floor of some kind of outside cafeteria and i walked by an elevator and all of my class were in it. (it was a normal sized elevator but they did not seemed squished) i stopped and looked at them and started yelling "fuck you. fuck all of you"(i would never do anything like that) and then i took the stairs to the bottom floor. As soon as my foot hit the floor, the elevator dinged and the doors opened. Everyone inside just had this look like "wtf just happened?"
it was very weird.
i am watching sharks on the tube. it said that the people are safe as long as they don't follow the seals into the ocean. when they don't mistake people for seals, they can be quite easy to get along with. Now there is some loony swimming with the great white sharks.
huh
Thursday, December 04, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
I Love this Girl
This girl is amazing in every way possible. She is my partner in crime, my other half, my buddy, my pal, my chum, my everything; we go on Missions to dance to the undanceable, corrupt the uncorruptable, laugh at the unlaughatable, climb the unclimbable, and basically do the undoable. We make our own music, we eat mud and moldy chex cereal, we haunt the cemeteries at three in the morning, we fall in goo holes and laugh the entire time, we make fools of ourselves and couldn't care less, we go hard core rock climbing and scare little kids, we run wildly across beaches in nothing but our birthday suits, we befriend the creepy strangers that don't belong in society, we cause chaos everywhere we roam and enjoy every single second of it.
Funnyface.
I have been a bit blah today. It is not like I am depressed or anything, but it is definitely like a gloomy kind of feeling. There are a few things that I am looking forward to with excitation.
1. Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland
2. Christmas music
3. Beating this nerdy game :)
So, there has been a stray cat around my house for like two years now. It sometimes gets into little spats with my kitties. Well the other day is was cold and rainy and the kitty was on our back porch, I went outside to feed it (because that is what I do) and I fell in complete and total love with this thing. It is sooooo freaking small and cute and MINE. I named it FunnyFace. I HOPE I CAN KEEP HER!!
my room is way too warm.
1. Tim Burton's Alice in Wonderland
2. Christmas music
3. Beating this nerdy game :)
So, there has been a stray cat around my house for like two years now. It sometimes gets into little spats with my kitties. Well the other day is was cold and rainy and the kitty was on our back porch, I went outside to feed it (because that is what I do) and I fell in complete and total love with this thing. It is sooooo freaking small and cute and MINE. I named it FunnyFace. I HOPE I CAN KEEP HER!!
my room is way too warm.
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
I was here!
It is great to know that you were part of something this important and historic.
I Love It!
I Love It!
Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
The Halloween Bunny?
I am so tired, this is not even a normal tired. This is a deep, throbbing, kind of tired that has been building on itself for weeks. I cannot even wait for this semester to be over with. I need to write a paper that is due tomorrow. I just got out of the shower and I have no motivation to do anything remotely productive.
Halloween is almost here. That is good. I am going to be the Halloween Bunny, I made goody bags for my sister and mommy. I am going to a party on Friday. That will be fun. It might even include a little Yay?!?!
Halloween is almost here. That is good. I am going to be the Halloween Bunny, I made goody bags for my sister and mommy. I am going to a party on Friday. That will be fun. It might even include a little Yay?!?!
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